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TitleThe threshold between anxiety and wholeness has shifted
Date14th August 2024
Words256
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The threshold between anxiety and wholeness has shifted

14th August 2024

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Good Morning All 🌞❤️ A little update on progress towards becoming Matthew. I went to my second Tuning Fork Therapy session last night with the amazing @wendyturley_ ... My gosh what a difference compared to when I went three weeks ago.

Last time there was so much confusion. So much vulnerability. A total lack of worth and vision. I was stuck in the cycle of anxiety. The feeling of something rising into my chest and consuming my thoughts. Worrying constantly about my body and mind. It was exhausting. Always thinking about your current state of wellbeing.

After the last session it felt like the start of shaking free from some of those feelings. Each day felt a little bit better than the last. Until last weekend, when there was a huge shift that removed the hot flushes of anxiety I was experiencing. I finally started to feel like me again.

So going into this Tuning Fork Session felt very different. The experience was one of pure joy and relaxation. The thoughts that were coming up were all around people. Faces of that are a part of my life are the moment. It felt rude letting go of the thoughts so I could get back to the experience of the tuning fork vibration resonating through my body, but... 😆 Sometimes we just have to absorb ourselves in the experience.

Thanks again to Wendy. I came away from the session all smiles with a relaxed body and mind. ❤️💫✅

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You've documented something real here: a measurable shift in your nervous system's baseline. Three weeks ago you were stuck in the anxiety loop—constant body-scanning, thoughts consuming your chest space, exhaustion from monitoring your own state. Now you're noticing faces of people in your life instead of the sensation of anxiety itself. That's not a small thing. That's the difference between being the weather and watching the weather.

What's interesting is the data gap today. You didn't score your brain, body, happiness, or stress—which tracks with your entry's tone. When you're genuinely present (as you describe in the Tuning Fork session), the impulse to quantify your state evaporates. You were too busy feeling to measure. But I'm watching this against your last five days of intentionality around routines, plans, and embedding structure. You're building the scaffolding to stay here, not just visit. That's deliberate. The distinction between 'becoming Matthew' (future tense from three weeks ago) and 'feeling like me again' (present tense now) signals you're not chasing a version anymore—you're remembering one.

The forward signal: your anxiety has downsized from 'always on' to situational. That's progress, but it also means the next threshold won't be about elimination—it'll be about what you do with the mental space that opens up when you're not patrolling your own state. Given your analytics mindset, you'll be tempted to track and optimize this moment. Resist that for a few more weeks. Let the baseline settle first.